1) PS3 Mafia II / Region 3 Selling at $30 Pickup at Boonlay mrt or free normal postage
2) Purple shoes bought from Gmarket Korea Brand New, never wore before / Size 230 (SG size 5) Selling @ $20
Please email me at juliet0310@gmail dot com Will get back to you once i receive ur email =)
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Once a friend ask me 'it is impossible that 2 people suddenly just stop contacting,there must be a reason'. At that moment i dont know how to reply him. Firstly it is inconvenient to tell him the indept details. Secondly i still cannot confirm the core of the issue. Now i can confirm, the core is 如果人一旦失去了利用价值，就没必要联络了. Cant believe i actually believe this now because i used to argue this with N-the-2nd again and again.
Dont know why, at 1.07am now, suddenly i find it makes ton of sense. Looking thru the people i know, i already seen it many times, experience it several times, so why i am still delusional? At this point, i remember what N-the-1st told me XX yrs ago 'you built a strong and tall fortress around you. How you expect people reach towards you when you are hiding in the dark?' ** but ar i never expect people to reach out to me. i really fine being the eccentric loner** few months back, when i was pretty depressed, mr T told me 'i can see your friends are ok, why aint you telling them how you feel? If you dont say, how they know?' but if im 100% know that they never understand and doesnt want to understand. And what their replies are trying to be sympathetic and just play nice, abit makes no point isnt it?
Perhaps im contented that there are 2 people in the world who know & see me as who i am. 我也不想在做任何解释了
Thursday, February 16, 2012
no wonder i have people asking me whether i game naked or not...LOL!
Monday, February 13, 2012
People is REALLY funny and ironic
When they are single, they kinda desperate for a partner.. worry that they going to be single forever and ever… create jokes like if we are single by the age of XX, we will marry each other.. some even wants to go si ma lu and pray for love (and they are not even religious type of person).. but when they are attached, suddenly they hang themselves high wor.. when ask them when is the wedding bell, they will say not that soon, not in the hurry, she/he may be not the one.. LOL! How come so different de?????
When I faced some sticky situation, and need time to maneuver around to get it done. People keep saying you should faster get it done once for all. Since I already decide to cut it all, then cut it all instead of dragging it. But when I FINALLY get it done, cut it all, people would feel it sad, or rather find the outcome a sad thing. Errr, but the situation is no longer there, shouldn’t it be a happy thing???
When I have decided to do something, I just get it done and over. I wont change my mind 99% of the time because I really thought hard before deciding. So when I stick firm to the my decision, people would say don’t you hope that somehow there are some remedy somewhere, or the problem can be minimized one way or another.. errr, if I decide to eradicate the problem, I want to eradicate the problem.. I don’t hope for miracle, some random remedy somewhere, or the problem will compromise itself. And I still don’t understand if things just proceed as per my expectation, why should I feel sad about it?? I should be happy that things are going according to my plan, isn’t it?
It’s not that im adnormal.. is just that im the type of person that can’t tolerate the same shit over and over again.. if the situation is shitty, and I been in it for bloody long time, then I just step out of it. All respects to the people who believes that problem will solve itself or believes that shit will turn to gold some point of time. But seriously I don’t have such luck, so eradicating shit is still the most feasible solution
And i say before.. im a very simple person.. my emotional is singular, one way type.. if im sad, im sad.. if im happy, im happy...i dont have those happy but inside heart is abit emo type of feelings.. somehow god forgotten to instal multple emotions in me (which normally gals possess).. things get done, im happy.. sad things get done, im happy.. im being happy is things get done part, so i dont know how to feel sad for the sad thing part.. my emotion is REALLY singular, one way type... dont know how to feel sad & happy at the same time..LOL!
You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want
You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone new
But told you I was moving on over you
You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You tried to break me, but you see
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not a broken hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking bout me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Monday, December 5, 2011
I thought it would mean something. I thought it would last or at least last for few years as what you “assure” me. I guess both of us are wrong, or at least right now im the only one who think we are wrong. As for you, either you are delusional or too stubborn to admit we are wrong. I guess that how the story ends. It hurts me to tell you that “why not let’s just remain friends”. But when you ask whether this question is hypothetical or im seriously asking it. Looking at your eyes, I can’t bring myself to say im serious, so I said hypothetical. With a smile, you answered “I can say no right?”
I prefer to end with a good note. I don’t want to end up like your past relationship. Dangling halfway because one party does not want it to end. You just cant be bother (or at least I find you cant be bother) and just let it be. As time pass, you take it the relationship has ended. I don’t like this type of uncertainty and don’t want to end like that. The difference in your attitude is quite obvious yet you deny the obvious and claiming that you are busy. The stunts that you come out totally max out my patience. I have been accommodating, but I guess I shouldn’t continue to be understanding. Perhaps I really been too accommodating until you begin taking me for granted, and I will always be there for you. I’m not a strong believer of love is blind & absence makes heart grow fonder. And I believe you are not too.
Hence I decide to just let it end and fade away. Remind myself not to give in and stop being soft hearted...
dilemma in life.. at least current stage of my life.. should i move out of my comfort zone or should i stay put? some said to stay put, even i not happy, im not unhappy... some said to move out, at least i cant get worse than now..
last month i did decide to move out of my comfort zone, but slowly & gradually, taking my own sweet time... afterall, i have about 2years of time to slowly make my way out.. i guess things happen for a reason, god gives me a catalyst. frankly speaking im not sure whether is it a catalyst or trial. because the reason move from being a catalyst to trial within a month. im not sure the problem lies with me? it started quite out of the blue.. and maybe the way i handle is not the best way, but im suffering in shock! took me about a month to realize what is happening, and now is seems to be heading no way or at least the wrong way..
maybe is the time i shook myself, brace myself and face the music... time for HTH talk which i absolutely hate! why cant people just understand? see me as myself? take it as what i said without adding any assumption & stuffs? things can be pretty simple if you let it be...
Friday, November 4, 2011
If I only left with an hour, I would tell you how special you are to me.
I really cherish every moment with you and treating it as if it is the last moment with you.
Wish that I can lay beside you every minute of my life
and you cuddle me every minute of your life.
Wish I can touch your face especially your nose every now and then.
With my last hr, I want to be with you until my heart stop beating,
and you will be the last image before I close my eyes
if i know one tiny palette is 3 to 4 units, i would never spree with them! if i buy directly from amazon and combine with my books, i guess the shipping would be cheaper! now i can only LL pay them the high shipping charges, and never use their spree service again... EMO!
=> Game shop @ yishun selling for $49 (http://gamextreme.sg/index.php?main_page=product_info&products_id=25)
=> i dont want the small gun ar.. i want this bigger one
3)
*book by sam & zr*
4) *BOOKED BY HOILING*
5)
*BOOKED BY KAILI*
Chanel POUDRE-UNIVERSELLE-LIBRE Loose powder
color: clair 20
6)
Fancl tense up EX
7) PS3 DC Universe Online *RESERVE*
i bought 2nd hand one, then realize the activation code is tied to PSN... so i cant play!!! *EMO*
8)
MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural - SGD34
Buy the lightest color
Monday, August 1, 2011
i need to stop watching those children home show...everytime watching these shows make me want to adopt them! during the recent family gathering, i was question again when i giving birth.. i just told casually i thinking of adoption.. immediately tio shoot by my sis "you think u angeline jolin mei?!" LOL! haiz... but the whole world is already overpopulated, why still want to give birth? there are so many people who shouldnt give birth like those parents who are too poor to even feed themselves, those parents who are too ill (especially those HIV / AIDS).. nan dao low or no education people wouldnt know they bringing a child to hell, rather than earth? is bloodline that important?? child is just child.. if without bloodline, a child isn't our child?
for dogs, people can jolly well say there are so many stray dogs. stop breeding, start adopting... but human race is overpopulated for so long, why no one say stop breeding, start adopting? furthermore human is killing the earth more than dogs... haiz..really dun understand why adoption is such a bad idea...
lucky my SO always supportive in my weird decision... but how to psycho my family??
if i cant adopt, i would rather not to give birth... i'm quite extreme in some way i guess...
Wed 20 Sep: bullet train to Hualien / ocean park [Bayview hotel]
Thu 21 Sep: Taroko gorge [Bayview hotel]
Fri 22 Sep: 合歡山→清境農場→日月潭 [friend's hse]
Sat 23 Sep: morning make way to Kaohsiung
Sun 24 Sep: Kaohsiung / late afternoon or evening make way to beitou hotspring resort / Shilin night market
Mon 25 Sep :Taipei
- Hell valley (beitou)
- Ximending, cosmed and Eslite bookstore
- Shida night market - take bus 235
Tue 26 Sep: Taipei
- 东区 (the underground mall from zhong xiao fu xing to zhong xiao dun hua)
- Wu Fen Pu
- Raohe Night Market/Dinner
Wed 27 Sep: Taipei / coming back to SG in afternoon
